Should I write my journal in English or in Filipino?

Some people say that I should write things in English, so that many people will understand what I've been writing. Part of me tells that I should write in Filipino, so that I could easily express my feelings right away. I just thought of it, but nevermind becuase I used English anyway.

To tell you the truth, I really have nothing to write here. I just typed, typed and typed. It's cold, quiet and sleepy- it might explain why I start writing something that is so boring to read to. "I could put anything I want here in my journal because no one is going to read this anyway." talked to myself. On the other side, "Why did I write my entry in English, then?" tsk tsk. I was just hoping that someone might read this, and surely that person might say, "What does this person talking about?" and might also make this kind of face-->o__O Anyway, I'm a newbie! [yay! a new commer in DA!!] It took me almost one hour just to submit one artwork that I made. *phew* That was tough. And now, I'm typing something on my journal with no sense at all. This entry might be my last entry for this year, I guess. I'm not really fun of making a journal, although I really want to becuase there are a lot of things that I want to tell everyone. But as I type, everything that I want to tell vanishes... I most likely think of sad things that creeps my mind, and that makes my heart want to cry. These things make me think if I'm sad, and so, how come I smile and enjoy things? There are so many questions that splits my identity. Some says that on the net I used to be friendly, but I'm totally shy personally. They said those kind of stuff. I always observe myself before I observe others. Wha! I do not know where this topic is going to lead us. I don't want to continue this anymore, maybe next time...or next year! hahaha!